I don't know. [But then he backtracks--]--I mean...hm. I'm not sure how to describe this taste.
[Or rather, he doesn't really know where to start with the things he takes issue with in regards to himself. He does consider something, though--]
...But the old me probably would have known. Back then, it felt like I had an answer for everything. And now...actually come to think of it, I never did give you a proper answer for that question you asked me a moment ago, did I?
[The one about whether or not he wanted to survive, and how he said all that stuff about being "the optimistic type" and it would be "hypocritical" to be anything else otherwise.]
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[Or rather, he doesn't really know where to start with the things he takes issue with in regards to himself. He does consider something, though--]
...But the old me probably would have known. Back then, it felt like I had an answer for everything. And now...actually come to think of it, I never did give you a proper answer for that question you asked me a moment ago, did I?
[The one about whether or not he wanted to survive, and how he said all that stuff about being "the optimistic type" and it would be "hypocritical" to be anything else otherwise.]