Masaomi Kida (
generalflirt) wrote2015-01-20 09:44 pm
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~♥FIFTY-EIGHT♥~
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Mmm. I wonder. Call it conjecture on my part, but what happens to a body when you stab out it's heart?
[ This world... but those are some broad assumptions on his part. About more than one thing. ]
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[ But as for the main part of what Masaomi Kida is doing today, he's hanging out by the fountain, standing on the edge of it with arms wide. Weakness. Weakness is what might destroy them, huh? He wonders if that's individual, or if that's the weakness of a people. He wonders what weakness actually means. Despite this, he's not with Linda for once, and there's a smile on his face. It doesn't meet his eyes, but he's hawking around for anyone in the square, particularly people he knows. And he's holding in his hands two... playing cards?
And when he spies someone, he'll have to bound up to them and ask: ]
Hello! Hello~! Let's play a little game, huuuh?
[ Because he's older now. Because it's the end, and because what else is there left for him to loose. He'll play a game which has him terrified. ]
Mmm. I wonder. Call it conjecture on my part, but what happens to a body when you stab out it's heart?
[ This world... but those are some broad assumptions on his part. About more than one thing. ]
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[ But as for the main part of what Masaomi Kida is doing today, he's hanging out by the fountain, standing on the edge of it with arms wide. Weakness. Weakness is what might destroy them, huh? He wonders if that's individual, or if that's the weakness of a people. He wonders what weakness actually means. Despite this, he's not with Linda for once, and there's a smile on his face. It doesn't meet his eyes, but he's hawking around for anyone in the square, particularly people he knows. And he's holding in his hands two... playing cards?
And when he spies someone, he'll have to bound up to them and ask: ]
Hello! Hello~! Let's play a little game, huuuh?
[ Because he's older now. Because it's the end, and because what else is there left for him to loose. He'll play a game which has him terrified. ]
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[ That that's probably the wrong way to look at it - he just feels distant from who he once was in some ways. He doesn't think he would reflect poorly on it though.. quite the contrary, really.
But either way, he shrugs, accepting Cilan's answer at that. It's interesting, to say the least. And Cilan can ask him something better now ]
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He may have some mixed feelings about surviving and not wanting to give up some of the memories he has, but...he's a little envious of the Cilan of the past; he doesn't have to worry about such things, unlike the Cilan that's here in Luceti now.
Speaking of our past selves, though...]
What about you, then? If the Masaomi of the past could see the Masaomi that's standing here now...what kind of opinion do you think he would have about you?
[Cilan said that he thinks his past self would be disappointed with him. Would your past self be disappointed too, or do you think he would be proud of who you are now?]
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[ That's about the long and short of it. He's pretty sure. There's a lot more to say, but let's see it ]
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"Cool", huh? [...It's really tempting to make a joke here, but instead he lets it slide.] ...Well, I suppose I could understand why he might think that, at least in regards to the idea that our former selves would be terrified to know some of the things we've done or experienced here.
[Unless you were thinking of some other reason for why he would be terrified of you, that is.]
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[ He says this with a wink and a laugh. But then he sombers a little to add... ] But I'm also a soldier by now - or some lame approximation of one.
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[Cilan didn't get involved with missions, but from what he's seen from the drafts, you do seem to have some idea of what you're doing when you're out there fighting, and that's not actually counting the stuff involving Linda.]
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[ And really, even now... he's not sure if a soldier is something that he wants to be. It's a confusing thing ]
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My mindset's not what you'd call perfect of what they're looking for - were looking for.
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[Sure, Team Rocket and some of the other evil gangs are a pain, but there hasn't been an actual war in Unova for quite a long time, not since the legend of the Black and White Heroes. (And besides, being told that you have the perfect mindset to be a soldier in a war that can cost people their lives isn't exactly a cheery thought to think about, you know?)]
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[ And that's part of his conflict, right now, and he rubs his arm to show this ]
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[He's not naive enough to think that gangs don't exist in other worlds, but at least Masaomi doesn't have to personally deal with any, right...]
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[ The likes of Team Rocket. Please. ]
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Do you have unsavory people like that where you're from, Masaomi? [Gangs like Team Rocket, or just any detestable people in general?]
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And I thought just having Team Rocket around was bad enough...it sounds like your home has a lot on it's plate to contend with. [Which is probably putting it lightly.] I hope it doesn't affect your personal life too much...
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[...Or does he? Masaomi seems to know what he's doing, but...hm, that might be another question to keep in mind when it's our turn to ask something again...]
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Either way, our life has had an unpredictable flavor to it that makes it hard to completely stay out of harm's way. Of course, that's not even getting into the trouble you can get into here, so... [Long story short, it might be impossible, but at least he tries.]